surpringly tt i scared to have the free time to on my computer.
scared to see u on9 and off9 without talking to me.
scared u give me the empty hope again?
what the hell am i still thinking?
is time to wake up?
or there is nth for me to dream abt.
just leave me alone
hope to have thousand of things arrange for me to do everyday.
so tt i would have no time to think of u .
是你再次给我希望
也是你再次摧毁
是你叫我等待
也是你让我放弃
什么都由你决定
而我只有默默承受
受够了
累了
滚吧......
kt is gng to hong kong tmr
wish her 一路顺风 :)

has nt been post for a long time coz i was busy helpng my aunt in her shop.
is tiring and tiring.....
cant remember wat had happened these few days coz is just the normal and tiring days for me.
nth is worth for me to mention abt.
oh no no!
there is sth.
contact again wif ex-classmates in QQ :)
talked a lot abt our past SILLY things
oso heard a lot things of my some ex-classmates in china.
some people get into the good school
strive hard in order to get into the unniversary next year.
some people alr married! (19 yrs old)
some people went overseas study. like me
while some alr finish studying and loitering on the street like HIM.
after knowing some things abt him
dont feel as much as before
i think is good :)
thinking back
is alr 4yrs plus after we graduate
大家各奔东西
曾经的一切就像昨天的事
曾经淡淡的爱恨
已泛黄斑驳
曾经注视的身影
已天各一方
4年前的我们早就该明白
在相机咔嚓的那瞬间
才是我们真正人生的开始
照片上的我们是那么的丑，俗.
但确是那么的真心
真心的友情
真心的爱情（虽然我们不懂爱）
miss u guys!!!!!!!!!!

偷拍她！！！ 哈哈哈

k-box again ytd!
with xiaoying-er :)
fool around in the k-room
and dance the "call you tonight" with the song "low".
LOL
do the body wave coz is part of the dance step
and so ps tt the ppl keep on walking past our room and i think they thought we r maddd!!!!!!
原本渐渐习惯了没有你的日子
为何你有再次给我希望
而我？
等到了什么？
相信这个“你”不一样
却又再一次受伤........

its my thrid time typing this post!
coz stupid fucking comp auto shut dowm and nid to use almost 10 to 15 mins to get it start again!
met sec 1 dancers ytd to discuss abt the item to perform at the dance camp next week.
bt it was like....
almost scolded by kt :(
bt i m 无辜的.
coz some of them dont seem like interested.
bt its okay
i know she is biek chiek by the things.
and we get it done finally :)
saw one 混蛋 on the way home
shame to have this kind of ex-classmate!
act like a ganster bt actually like a shittttttttt!
nt gng to talk abt it liao
浪费老娘的心情！
went out wif ah shuang 2dae :)
saw one slipper dam niceeeeeee
bt "钱不够用” :(
bought one PINK bag in the end.
ah shuang say i look at least 5yrs younger when i carry the bag.
hahahahah
已经半个月没见到你
居然一天比一天想你
而你呢
连一个简讯都没有
对于你的忽冷忽热
我似乎已无力应对
暧昧...
让人受尽委屈........

nice christmas tree :)

偷拍老爸:) coz he hate taking photo

偷拍again

went to orchard today wif whole family.

Then had dinner at "crystal jade kitchen"

should be a happy time spent wif family bt my talkative aunt spoil our mood in the middle of the meal .

whatever crap she talking abt was piercing my ear!

anyway i m nt gng to care abt wat she was saying :)

orchard road was decorating so nice as the christmas is around the corner

bt i found tt actually every year they are like decorating the same thing ?

just like the christmas tree tt outside the amk hub.

reuse? reduce? recycle?

hahhahahha

want to take photo bt realise i forgot to bring my camera :(

and my hp is only 2mega pixels:(

bt still took some photo coz i 手痒. hehehe

你看到了我屏幕上的字

却看不到我滴在键盘上的泪......

lunch wif mum at bugis :)

see my water so cool right?! hahaha

karaoka ytd :)

wif kt and her friend yikai.

sang hokkien song wif yikai :)

hahahha
pro rihht?!

fell sick today :(

sore throat,running nose and headach.

全部一起来找我算帐

accompany mum to bugis de si ma lu.

and lunched tgth :)

have science remidial tmr

and oso the lyrical hip hop lesson :)

i feel tt i just like a 备胎 to u

and really tired of guessing wat is in ur mind

sometimes wondering

我在坚持什么呢？

我到底在等什么呢？

whatever appear in ur personal massage?

wat does it mean ??

tired tired of guessing........

accompany father to go around and play these few days.
tired bt happy :)
father is so funny tt keep on joking abt some english pronunciation :)
father planned to go to cg hse today bt didnt go in the end and i dont kno y ):
so stay at home the whole day
对着空气想你
好累........
what's my believe?
should i believe u
should i ?
bt the fact is tt i didnt feel it at all.
未来的路还很长 很长.......
所谓的约定能经得住时间的考验吗？
而天真的我们做得到吗？
tired of guessing.....................

weeeeeee :)

actually plan to stay at home and rest today coz i was like half 残废 due to ytd de dance.

bt end up went to hougang to meet AH SHUANG today.

it has been ard 1 month since i last meet her as i was busying wif my dance.

walked around and get a free bubble tea from her mum :)

after tt dinner wif father :)

tmr gt dance again

and my muscle still pain ): ):

having our lyrical hip hop lesson today as usual.
then the seniors ask us stay back to train for our "muscle"!
and now every part of my muscle is sooooo painful!
bt the proccess is FUN.
we suffer tgth
we laugh tgth:)
photos were taken as we went too early for the dance.
so we were like retarted liddat in the toilet, busying taking photo :)

went to perform in jingshan pri today.
headed home straight after dance.
didnt go to have lunch wif kt them.
father is coming tmr!
cant wait to see him and u.
我在害怕吗？
可能把。。。
我害怕成为那个多出来的
我害怕成为第二个“她”。
有时候安慰自己又没什么的
但是骗不了自己
是我太敏感了吗？
问题出在我身上吗？
还是我太自私,太小气......